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WAR GAMES
We caught up most days over fatty and stringy goat meat, chicken and lamb
being scarce. That day, we gathered around the Geographers, two weeks late
back from their trip up north. They had been captured by the rebels, held for
several days, and subjected to rebel-indoctrination classes. When they were
finally released into the hands of the military, they were mistaken for rebels
and subjected to debriefing and government-indoctrination classes. Field
work rarely held such high status. Its discussion drew crowds from other
tables. ‘One more metre of red earth, men!’ said one, wiping his brow as if
scorched with exhaustion. ‘One more rock, men. We must reclaim the rocks
of the barren earth!’ said another, cupping an imaginary AK-47. ‘Show us
the bullets! Show us the bullets!’ cried the crowd. The gunman shook its
empty magazine, squinted through the cock-eyed calibration of its sight,
aimed its warped barrel at the enemy. ‘And do you know what?’ one of the
Geographers said. Everybody quietened down. ‘The men at the front have
all the chickens.’ He rubbed his tummy and licked his lips before the canteen
rioted in laughter. He was chased around the dining hall, red rocks in the
shape of berbere-soaked goat meat, rained down upon him. ‘Wash his
brain!’ they cried, ‘wash his brain!’
COME ON, EURYDICE!
We thought grandad would go on forever. The chemo just seemed to
energise him, like the Incredible Hulk. There was the pin in his leg; the four
or was it five) mini strokes that bent his vowels to the right and made them
fly away over the estuary; the something to do with his kidneys; the
repressed memories of Japan; the gnawing inability to name his children
correctly. There were so many bullets that should have brought him down.
He once told me that the best thing he ever did was to smash off the rear
view mirrors on his trusted 1983 Vauxhall Senator. ‘You don’t need to know
what’s behind you, kid,’ he would tell me every time my dad went to fetch
him from the hospital. ‘And girls love the excitement.’
Mark Russell has published two full collections and five pamphlets, the latest being o (the book of gatherings) with Red Ceilings. He won the 2020 Magma Poetry Judge’s Prize, and his poems have appeared in Stand, Shearsman, The Manchester Review, Tears in the Fence, Poetry Birmingham, The Tangerine, and elsewhere.
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